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today

i sleep inside my lair or prison and stare out the window
into the night
alone at last i hide inside...
deep cargo nets i trawl my seas ,
the pain is shifted pushing me deeper with the tide i roll and save ,
my mind itself it feels concave .
.i stop and pause a moment again to stare
and rejoice within its redeeming glare ,
the lights are coming guiding me home ,
the sounds of engines throttled forward ,
another rip torn in my soul
another chest another chasm that i have owned..

deeper down my trip begins ,
into the tree trunk , deeper skinned
eating away at the flesh inside ,
and natures cause it fills my mind
the more i eat the more i sleep
the deeper my roots grow into this tree.....
these things run deep while i just sleep ,
deaf and dumb to the noise of the day,
just wishing they would go away...

and further still into the core the roots start opening ,
the vents do pour ,
slipping softly anguish within
begins to surface with a nasty grin,
terrors childish born of few ,
slaps me sideways til i give in,
one hit one crime one man alone ,
a time for living seasons past
the cold sharp chill of winters last breath creeps down my spine ,
and the twinging suicide of my mind begins to recede

and old and grey with furrowed brow and sunken cheek
my life about to be done in
awake to find myself alive ,
not much left to do but time
and back to my lair my head turns now ,
a gilded prison of time and sin

slip inside the long dark mind,
a tale thats born of sin and not much left of the divine,
one dakr night my souls elastic
screaming out i m made of plastic
electric ees wriggling inside ,
catapulting me forward to take whats mine
one step forward and a dash of backwards
all spiced up with pinch of cinnamon
scribbling back and forth on walls ,
recipe is disaster, kind no master,
all diced up , remove my plaster

break the mould of my psychometry
shallow scold me i m not hectic
scold me more and slap my bottom, finger in my ass
i m cumming fortwith

slip inside my mind, see i am unkind, a mask of deception throughout the day , a dark soul throughout the night i scream inside and then i shout and fight..today is a bad day, tomorrow another soulless breath

Zodiac Sign

sagitarrius

Favorite Color

i like colours

Favorite Vacation Spot

sisters house in australia

Favorite TV Shows

the necromancer s dance devoid of romance the creatures stare devoid of care the little runt i beat them all i rape their parents and kill their old i kill them all and kill some more i piss on their graves and then shit on them some more til the laughing dance does take control then bent back skyward releasing roars at moons a howling , a raging wildling alive and soon, the temptress s gaze with clips in hair come see my demon , come see me ensnared within the trap of my own divine creature a crystal prism entwines my soul.. bound to earth and walk no more.. a wandering soul trapped in a cage release the beast he is untamed

Favorite Actors

feed the fire and feed the flame, feed the demon , feel his mane, hear his roar , fear his wrath , his hissing sickness slouched in the grass. a viperborn of bearded flame , sit on the serpent and play his game.....to death til lost , til carcass rots , the dance of trance begins once more... the serpents head moves left and right wondering when it will strike, another hiss and retreats away once more into the night

Favorite Actresses

the dilemma , favourite actress or favourtie eye candy!

Favorite Foods

anything i have cooked

Favorite Music

hopscotch , one o clock two o clock three o clock,, four, kick her in the cunt and then come knocking at your door mischief plain misbehaved , kick her in the face and then kick her some more hopscotch one o clock three o clock four, kick her in her cunthole self she loves it dont you see, the devils in the icepick you have within your hand, a mind that screams heres johnny comes knocking on my door. should i answer it...

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anruinimity
April 20, 2016

entrance left and stagnant right, shift of foot and time of sleight of hand , misconceptions past , then one foot forward , sidestep backwarks, a little shuffle and wriggle faster.. unearth the worms come spralwing forth from pungent bowls of putrified jello, come sit in the walls, feel the breathe , a little closer once more to defeat , and slipped on rope , will i hit the canvas, not this time i reach for the rail step to my feet , think think and think a lil faster , visions unblurring unclouding , though my head was blown, i d been knocked out , but here i stand on a 6 count sidestep ;left one foot right, two for the burial of this decision that might end in diamonds or in disaster , round we go , the wheels are turning , til it comes full circle back in ignoring all the while til childhood friends have slipped and gone , left us behind or them unknown, coping skill with cement and plaster , a mockery of a life thats yet to become....


anruinimity
March 2, 2016

sitting aalone in the hole unscathed , righteusly self wounded around i gaze , mist filled in a fog filled daze , a mind thats fucked by self and self made, no chance , no hope no leap beyond desire, no homecoming ball no echoeing choir , a heart still the same and a man thats on fire , a clown in the looking glass, a destitute basketcase


anruinimity
December 7, 2015

maybe i should write a blog


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Last Login: September 6, 2023

Status: San Siro here I come world cup qualification , come on ireland
Joined: October 11, 2012
Age: 49
Sex: Male
Orientation Straight
Location: Tipperary, Ireland